I wasn't there when you got .kicked, but I have played some games with you.
Are you sure you are getting .kicked constantly only because of your lack of skills? Because, let's face it, you talk a lot. You whine waaaaaay too much about things you shouldn't.

For example:
There was a season pug where a CT flashed you, then he defused the bomb. You spammed the chat saying like "how is it possible throwing a flash and defusing the bomb at the same time?!"

And there were tons of situations like this... You are just whining about bs things and THAT is what's really ANNOYING.

I suck at CS:S. I mean I really do. I have games with stats like 2-20 but still never got .kicked.
You really should watch demos of your pugs and listen to yourself. It also would be good idea for you to see the situations you were in, and check what you did wrong. Learn from your mistakes, and for God's sake, please stop whining!