Pro gamer yeah. I'm sure you earn enough money from playing CS:S to pay for your house, car, all your bills, food, petrol etc etc.

Also I don't have dreadlocks. And I will smoke more weed, with my friends. You know, those things that you don't have because you spend your entire life playing CS:S in the hopes that maybe one day, someone will like you because you've top fragged on a game somewhere.

You realise how pathetic and meaningless your life is? The main aspect of your life is playing a 7 year old game......wow.

Smoke weed every day, get high, chill, hack, do whatever. In this life I will have no regrets, in this life I will not let judgement by lesser men rule me. I shall not bow to your misconstrued perspective of life, and how you believe that being good at a game makes you better than other people.

Also get it right, I cheated one time. I doubt you've never cheated in a game.

You missed the part where I said "you could be a nice guy if you weren't such an arrogant cunt". That was your out. You could have said "You know what, you're right. Maybe I do take CS:S a little too seriously, and maybe I should try and have some fun and be a bit more friendly". But no, you decided to go down the old route of trying to put me down using a game as leverage. That's pretty sad. I'd have liked to have left on good terms with you, because I thought that if you had just for once shown that you did have a nice side, then maybe there was hope for you.

But you fucked that chance up. I may have hacked and been VAC'd, but the people here don't seem to be mad at me for making a mistake. Yet, you're a completely legitimate and very skilled player, and most people round here dislike you intently. I think that shows what really counts in life. Being a nice guy that hacked once is better than being a legit "pro" player who is an asshole to everyone.

TO EVERYONE ELSE.

For those of you still reading this, I do apologise for my action. It was poor form, and I'm not hiding behind the fact that I was high. That's just an extra bit. I was just with a friend, bored, and the idea got into our heads. I thought that if it was an unsecured server, then they're kinda bringing it on themselves. I checked the "unsecure" box to find one, and joined the server. Played for about 10 minutes because there was only 4 other people in there, all speaking Russian and lagging about. The fact that I was high kinda just made me feel like I wasn't scared of the possible consequences that would ensue if I was caught. I had zero inhibition towards doing what I knew was wrong.

Either way, I will hopefully be playing on the WarLords Minecraft Server when Bukkit gets updated. You'll be able to join me in there for some digging fun I won't be logging back onto Steam again, I do not know my Steam password and I have no interest in recovering it. I won't be talking in the chat box either. I'll lurk the forums for news of the Minecraft server, that's it.


I think of this as a blessing. I have wanted to stop playing CS:S for a while now. It's got to the point where I have implored a polyphasic sleep pattern, just so that I can maintain my job and play CS:S with all you American guys. It's not very healthy at all, and I've noticed that it's been having adverse effects on my already debilitating health. There is a possibility that I will be passing my Steam account along to a friend, so that he can play BF:BC2 and Borderlands. If you see anyone log on to my Steam account, assume it's him. You'll be removed from the friends list abruptly if he does take it over, so there is no need to worry.


Maybe one day when I have a more secure job, a nicer house and a better overall life, I will make another Steam account. If you'll have me, I'd love to play WarLords again at some point.