i really doubt you mentioned anything. but if you did and i did not respond i obviously did not hear it. anyways like i said either way i completely understand the decision. and to be quite honest, i knew it was starting to lag skip but i did nothing about it. so i guess by knowing what was going on and not restarting my computer or just shutting it down, it was a form of cheating.

so hopefully when i do buy that new desk top (one of these days), i will also repurchase source but will still use the same name "cL" and i hope i do not get banned for being myself.

btw thnx to all who "really" considered my situation instead of thinking automatically that this was a hacking case. oh and i also forgot to thnk that guy who posted the link about similar problem. much thnx to you buddy. really nice to hear from positive non conspiracy ppl