Spartacus, post: 81372, member: 1060 Wrote:I'm not sure how is this related to gaining admin access or even relating to admins. this is helmut offering an apology.

No one is in his position to question his intention of posting this apology thread.

what I am saying, is that the negative culture of playing in ESEA can somewhat be carried by the player to wherever he goes, whether he notices it or not.

and this can be a hard habit to kick, when you're subconsciously expecting the same level of competitiveness elsewhere.

I heard you. Now go back to his message and read it again. First couple sentences are written in apology form, the rest of the message is accusation. Accusations of trolling, votebaning, calling cheats on poor helm and changing names to troll. You don't have to graduate Psychology School to notice that author did not intent to apologize here. It was another intention to throw dust in your eyes.

This is the structure of the message:
I am sorry I was A B C to all of you, but after all you all trolled me by doing A B C and D.