(Aug 22 2018, 11:29 PM)Jesse W. Wrote: If your goal was to move on with your life as you wrote in post #1, it would have been most respectable for you to just have stopped playing.

Because there were only 2 people left on the severs who you are friends with is a shitty justification for going around hacking and ruining the game for everyone else

It was just a few weeks ago we all saw you melting down on the forums because you got a month-long ban

Your actions in game and on the forums are suggesting that you do not have precise control over your emotions and are letting them negatively affect your actions

Your goal wasn't only to get banned or move on with your life, it was, as far as I can see, to create drama as well. Otherwise you wouldn't have made this pathetic thread in which you are trying to paint yourself as if you did something noble or are a martyr

If you need to get banned in order to move on you have a self control problem.

Nothing that I am writing is intended to insult you, I am sure you will interpret it that way after seeing the way you replied to my last post which wasn't meant to insult you, I'm just making plain observations that I believe to be the simple truth, this thread probably does belong in flame or admire, though

I'm honestly confused by this post Jesse.  To be fair, I'm confused by many of your posts.  I can never tell if you're sincere or if you're just 100% troll mode all the time.  My interpretation was always that you're just troll mode, which is why this post, which simultaneously seems sincere but also completely oblivious to the obvious trollness of my behavior, is so perplexing.

If you're interpretation of my post a month ago 'appealing' my ban was that I was that I was "melting down" then it's obvious you're not the troll genius I thought you were.  Disappointing...

As to your last point about self control, you clearly don't know much about addiction.  Taking an action to remove access to the thing (whether its drugs, alcohol, gambling, gaming, fapping etc.) that is the source of your addictions is a mature and adaptive way of responding to addiction.  I'm not saying playing CS is like doing heroin, but it is very much like doing cocaine, gambling, or having sex (or fapping for all those virgins out there), which are all things that people are commonly addicted to.