As per tradition, here is my yearly ban appeal.

I'm sorry for cheating on CS:S 4 years ago.  I know it wasn't right of me, I just felt I needed the external assistance to not be shit at the video game.  I regret cheating, as I've now missed out on 4 years of CS:S gameplay.  Please have mercy on my dark cheater soul; I want to come back and play CS:S the way it was intended to be played.